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24 July 2014 @ 03:22 pm
So This Is How I'm Slipping Away Masterpost  
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Title: So This Is How I'm Slipping Away
Artist: redrum669 People, OMG this is FANTASTIC work. I couldn't be any happier. My god, please go look at it, please.
Genre: SPN RPS AU
Pairing: Jared/Jensen; Side Pairings: Jensen/Danneel (Both are blink and you miss it, though. Could be gen.)
Wordcount: ~24,000
Warnings: All of them. It's a little spoilery, but
[Possibly Triggering]Non-con, Underage, Child Abduction, Depictions of depression and anxiety disorder, so it's very important for some to know.
Summary:
Jensen knew in that moment, as all feeling left him…sensation draining out of his fingertips, and everything stiff and immovable except for his eyes, still tracing the distance for that familiar red shirt, he knew…he would never see him again.

Jared was gone.

He was gone forever.


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A/N: So, I know this isn't everyone's cup of tea, but my god, this story, or more truthfully, these characters, and the emotions of the scenario have been stuck, looping in my brain, for at least two-three years. It's crazy to think about finally being done with at least one leg of the journey. The most difficult part, I think, was beginning and ending. I couldn't have done either without a whole hell of a lot of help from a handful of unbelievable people!!! I want to thank my friend Joanna, who read the start of this and kicked me in the ass every time I wanted to give up because it was just too damn sad. My cousin Ashley, who, essentially did the same when Jo couldn't be there. ;) I want to thank wendy and thehighwaywoman of course, without whom this posting would not even be possible. And holy shit, I seriously couldn't have done this without my beta, shadowsong26. Like, she cleaned my shit up so much, it's not even funny. THANK YOU ELEANOR. I hope that this story strikes a chord with someone. It is not a happy story, but I do think it is a hopeful story. Rather, it shows the beginnings of hope. That's really the heart of what this is about.
 
 
redrum669redrum669 on July 24th, 2014 10:07 pm (UTC)
Yay! Here it is - I just wanted to let you know again how much I enjoyed the story and working with you :)
Whispers in clouds of purple and greyfairygrrl45 on July 24th, 2014 10:17 pm (UTC)
Omg I am SO HAPPY that it's done. I can start working on sequels now, starting next big bang, now that there's no other super pressing stories trying to force their way out of my brain. lol This one was a rough ride, and I was so glad to have you in on it! You were amazing. Thanks so much for your help, encouragement, and your work. It's beautiful.